For those who don't remember, I was a huge attention whore on this site who wanted to be someone but had went by it the wrong way. After realizing I wouldn't be able to get out of my comfort zone, I had to make a tough decision, which was to essentially terminate my Newgrounds Flash & BBS Posts to let go off my past mistakes, and wipe everything clean to work upon myself for a very long time.
The motives behind my termination of my prior Newgrounds Account was a tough decision, but something else was triggering my comfort zone. So I dug deep into my past without any outside stimuli from letting me be reminded of who I used to be.
Let me stress again, IT WAS A HARD DECISION, but I realized this site wasn't an addiction, something was causing my extreme addiction and risky behavior to everything that I had come in contact with.
My communication skills were haywired. Everything about me just seemed to show I had "NO SOUL"...
If you have any time to read a link of my past that triggered the obsessions and unusual behaviors that I have exhibited, I finally have come to terms with the root cause of my problems.
External Link: The Quest for Peace of Mind